keeping up...

So it is hard to keep up on this! To keep going on what I was talking about yesterday, I started my weight loss challenge yesterday and it was kinda fun. According to the scale at Kickin Nutrition I weigh 238. I was informed that there scale is 3lbs more then anyones at home. So I am still at the same weight. I plan on drinking more water and working out a little bit more just to keep up and loose that weight. I hate working out but its what I have to do!

As I was talking about yesterday, I have been so outta sorts lately that it has not been good. I realized that I feel like I have a hole in me. My dad and my old dog hanz (he was the best dog in the world and I had to put him down 1 month before my dad passed away) filled that hole. Now that they are gone, the hole feels even bigger. I did notice that when I am around other dogs I am sooo happy and that hole is a little bit smaller. I think Adam saw that. Saturday night we were hanging out with friends and their dogs and I think Adam saw how happy it made me. He spent an hour on the computer yesterday looking at dogs. He is such an amazing man! I am the luckiest girl in the world! I know there will always be that hole but I think something that likes to cuddle and doesn't talk back and always shows how happy they are to see me will help fill that hole a little bit.

I am done for today but I do want to add, anyone who reads this please keep a friend of mine in your prayers. He is in a medically induced coma and he is an amazing guy. Please pray for him!