staring again..

So I am going to start blogging again. I think this will help me. I have a lot of people in my life that I could talk to but I have trouble saying my problems out loud. I think that is because I am afraid that they are going to judge me, or I'm going to look stupid. I will fully admit I'm not the smartest person in the world but I do know some stuff. I'm not dumb by any means but I do worry about what other people think.I try on a daily basis to make people happy and lately it feels like I have been putting my happiness on the back burner. It's frustrating because where I am st today in my life I feel I should be happy and thriving.  Living my life to the fullest.  That is not happening!